Tuesday, September 8, 2009

too much

Why am I always panned out to be the bad person? Why do I end up feeling inadequate? I hate this.

My heart aches because I feel like I lost a good friend because of some other people. Maybe I shouldn't have listened, but what else can I do when it hits me so suddenly? When all this stuff is thrown out by people I just met? I wonder if they truly have MY best interests in mind.

People wonder why I don't have many friends. I just don't know who to trust anymore.

I hope I didn't lose someone that I genuinely care for. CARE. Not past tense.

Damn. It hurts.

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