late nights

For the past month, my sleep schedule has been all out of wack.

I don't mind. There have been some good conversations and moments in the midst of my sleep deprivation. It's worth it.

:)

Something I absolutely hate is when people don't know how to own up to their own inadequacies and blame others for their own insecurities.

Grow up, please.

Sometimes you need to hear the truth from your friends and stop crying about how they "get on your case" all the time. Do you know why they get on your case? Because they care and probably because you are too much of a coward to do something about it on your own.

Now, it's up to you to grow some balls and see that not everyone is attacking you out of spite; rather, it's an effort to help you grow up.

I'm done.

Moving on.

irritation

So, after a long week and after a long night, I am sitting at the SLC early Saturday morning having a meeting with some guys. I'm irritated.

This feels too familiar, and in the end, I always end up getting the short end of the stick. Now, don't you think my apathy is understandable?

We are planning for a short film. A romantic comedy of some sorts. They are all discussing the story line, and I'm even more annoyed. Sure this may be fictitious film, but a lot of these ideas are adapted from life experiences.

Some people should take their own advice.

"In the end, you shouldn't always listen to what others say, and just do what you feel is right."

It's ironic to hear that from someone who fails to take his own advice.

complications

I remember many years ago, I used to overanalyze everything making a very simple situation into a chaotic mess.

I learned now, that it's OKAY to ask friends for help. I don't mind going out of my way for someone that is close to me. Ah. But why can't people understand that it's OKAY to ask me for a favor instead of asking 5 other people and creating this elaborate mess of a situation? Why? Because your feelings are getting in the way? That can be easily remedied. People need to realize that I was a friend first, before a "love" interest.

Times like this, I don't know if I'm up for the complicated relationships. There's not even an "intimate" relationship!

However, it just making me rethink everything. Why am I having more stress living a single life than when I was in a relationship? Ok. I don't want a relationship now; nor do I want to be single. Maybe I should consider celibacy. Hah.


I need someone that's 30 and knows what they want.

compulsive liars

Remind me not to associate myself with compulsive liars.

Something that ticks me off are people who can't be up front; those that have to hide behind others while attacking. Be a man (or woman) and own up to your own mistakes and inadequacies. If you don't, I sure as hell don't know who will.

Oh, and if you have a problem, please address it directly to me, not while you're cowering behind another person. Mmk? Thanks.

Fool me once, shame on you. Fool me twice, shame on me.

Should've listened to my friends when they said you were shady.