complications

I remember many years ago, I used to overanalyze everything making a very simple situation into a chaotic mess.

I learned now, that it's OKAY to ask friends for help. I don't mind going out of my way for someone that is close to me. Ah. But why can't people understand that it's OKAY to ask me for a favor instead of asking 5 other people and creating this elaborate mess of a situation? Why? Because your feelings are getting in the way? That can be easily remedied. People need to realize that I was a friend first, before a "love" interest.

Times like this, I don't know if I'm up for the complicated relationships. There's not even an "intimate" relationship!

However, it just making me rethink everything. Why am I having more stress living a single life than when I was in a relationship? Ok. I don't want a relationship now; nor do I want to be single. Maybe I should consider celibacy. Hah.


I need someone that's 30 and knows what they want.